Seeing plainly

I suppose the point of it all is to see plainly, to be calm.  I think that even though  I'm much more aware of the role of anxiety in my life now, and acutely aware of how it likes to come flooding in at inopportune moments, I am overall less anxious than I was before.  I'm also too tired right now to think much more about this, except to say that now, fuck, I have to go move the car, because, of course, it is tuesday night.