I Care, I Care --

I should have just re-titled the post "constantly fighting the urge not to be overwhelmed by caring so damn much," which is more accurate.

And I know I haven't meant to care so much, but it turns out that I do care, and that some things are drastically important, even though it also turns out that those things aren't the same things that I wanted them to be, and that I'm not the best at articulating what they are, I know they exist.